Be a Class rep again

For the second time, I have been nominated to become class rep on next 4 month, wtf……..

I hate to be a class rep, you know why, because I will very stress in handling my 63 of my group girls and its not a easy job to control them. I cry once that time on last dec at my class because they all not pay attention to me and didn’t cooperate among our self. Most of them…

When I become a class rep, I will be stricter and will try my best to be a responsible and reliable leader of my Group63. On that month I really stress, one of the reason is my assistant leader also didn’t cooperate and help me. Lucky I still have few friends that help me and give emotional support to me. If not, everyday sure I will cry (behave like a little girl, haiz…)

1 day, my tutor leave us at demo room and ask us to practice some nursing procedures and stay back until 5pm. After that I found out got some / few of them not inside the demo room, so my face turned red and I shouting at them ask them to silence ( shut up—because that time they all very noisy). I take 1 by 1 their attendance and list out those not there. Got 5 people are not there, so I jus simply said that I will report the tutor. After I go back to my room, this people see knock my door and tell me reasons why they not there. I just accept it and that’s the last chance for them.

My friends can’t believe that I really look very fierce when I give instruction or tell any announcement in front of them. I also can’t believe it…Is it true that a Leo (im 1 of them) really have a good leadership. Is it?

I know that if I’m not strict, they all won’t follow what I said. So I must do the ‘hard’ way not the ‘soft’ way. I’m very fierce when I handle or control them (just same like my dad how he control me when I was young age that time >.<).

When I was the class rep that time, on that month got my final test3 and my practical exam (both also very important exam in my semester5), some more it’s the 1st time I become a leader for such a big group. Can’t imagine it, really stressful month for me. But lucky my result for both exams also OK…

The unbelievable part is, when my class had an open evaluation, everyone have to stand up and talk about how’s our semester5. When it’s my turn, the first word I said is ‘SORRY’, and than I told them that: “im sorry if I hurt your feeling when I became class rep, I know I’m very strict to you all, but hope you all forgive me.”

After finished our oral evaluation, everybody give a hug to each other, and im very happy that they all said im a good leader. My nose kembang ad… duhhh…

Another thing is when my tutor in charge sees me personally to take my semester5 evaluation, she wrote comment at my report said im a responsible leader, walau, whole night I can’t sleep wei…

So now, on June, Class Rep again…Lucky I only in-charge of Assuntarian (27 people only). Majority of them will corporate with me, hope so and wish me good luck den.

On the end of June is the most important test (Government test). See, this time also got exam, errr…

Its ok, I think I will think positively and will try my best to ‘control’ them again.

Friends Vs Alone Vs Tomyam?

Is it friends very important in someone’s / a human’s life?

Maybe 80-90% of people in the World will answer friends is very important in their daily life. For me, now, in my room alone, my room mates all gone out to find their friends, left me alone with my ‘square hubby’, my Shin Chan comics, my doraemon and my laptop.

While listening to Britney’s the same song ‘Break the Ice’ continuously shake my head and body, the song repeated until now (OMG, something wrong with me ad), I think, is it necessary I go out from this room and look for my group mates and chit- chat or do other things with they all?

Noooooooooooooo… its ok I think, I can roll on my bed, or I read my comics that haven’t finish read all, or listen to techno songs, or practice to sing my favorites songs, or I should do my past year N-CLEX questions preparation for my government test on end of June, or I should sit down properly than I pray for all of my group girls hope our test 3 all 100% pass and also the Government test (I usually got pray de lar before I sleep), or I should watch the drama that I ad repeat it >50 times.

At last, my 2 room mates came back ad. My Chinese room mate feel want to eat burger, so she ad decide will help me buy 1 special burger. My other Punjabi room mate give suggestion wana watch doesn’t know what title of a Thai ghost movie. So she went up to level 8 borrow the DVD from my Malay friend. I still on my bed writing this blog. See see, talk bout her now she came back ad, not Thai movie, is ‘Congkak’. Haiz… Sure I’m the only 1 will scream n shout n hug my ‘square hubby’ later when I watch with them.

Wait wait wait, am I talking bout Friends Vs Alone? I don’t think so… hehe… sorry, out of topic, forgive me ya…

Ok, for me friends is important, but we sometimes also need to be alone (not 24 hrs alone, then the people will become sot2 ad). And for sure now I didn’t have and I don’t think so I want BEST friends, its not the time yet and maybe after I become a staff nurse than only I can find a true best friend, hope so…

What the… my lips dry up ad… haiz… so after you all finished read my blog, please go and drink water then only continue do your stuff k… Guai…

I want to eat tomyam…………….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok ok, so now I wana eat my burger and watch the congkak and hug my ‘square hubby’…

Thanks 4 read my wu liao de blog…

23/2/2009

Tonight, my mood out again… I feel like want to scream in my room and just ignore about my room mates.I wont write here y my mood is out tonite, cause it P&C ya.. sorry... Tonite i would like to share what had happen today from 8am till 1159hr.
Maybe because too tired or something bothering me… this morning I didn’t asleep at class, my Yang Yang so surprise about it…
In the class during my tea break at 1020hrs, me, Tha Tha n Joo Joo ‘PLAN’ want to open a new ‘business’, a ‘business’ that can earn lots of money and will attract aunties that ‘lonely’ and will make us rich… haha.. Crazy and sot2…
Guys, hope you all don’t mind what I will write after this ok…
Ya, we ‘plan’ want to open a club, inside got pole dancers and wearing boxer ( that’s not my idea, its Joo Joo’s idea)…we imagine and continue imagine until Tha Tha think about other things that make her laugh till people at the back complain she too noisy…
After that. Joo Joo sings a song… Want to know what song she sang? It’s our hospital’s ambulance song. >. She create d lyric by her own, very funny, and write it down, she want me to sing after she taught us how to sing. Haiz… if got chance, I will sing for those who interested want to listen the song created by her. Lol…
To release our stress what…
My ex room mate n lot of my friends also complain the same thing about Miss Y. she sit beside me, and they all wondering why Ms. N (my tutor) caught me and ask me go out wash face, but why Miss Y is safe. Not fair not fair… Today whole day I very alert, every time I turn and see her, see see she sleeping… Yang Yang ask me to write 1 evaluation and tell tutors about that, haiz, its ok, im sure 1 day she will get caught… >.<
Before this, every time I saw her sleeping (close her eyes), I shake her thigh or knock her table. But at last I get scolded by her, she will said: “SAYA TAK TIDO LAR!!” So after few times I kena from her ad, I not dare to wake her up ad… see, not fair right?
Today 3pm - fire drill, run to the hospital side then suddenly heavy rain, all of us get wet and blame on those who organize and plan wana do fire drill on that day. I’m sure I will get sick 2 days later…
After class at 4pm, continue with our research n management group discussing until 6pm. after that I go back to my room and put down my things all at my chair and have to run down to demo room to practice my CPR for adult, child and infant models. (Not the real 1)… practice make perfect…
Come back to my room, on my laptop then start listen jay’s song until now, don’t know how many times it repeated ad…
My Emergency n Disaster assignment’s leader came to my room, and ask me to add on some info, so I divide some works to my partner (Miss Y again). She like um song me ad cause that time she chatting with juniors and I suddenly come and ask her do her part. It’s ok, as long as I do my part. When I talk to her that time, my face looks fierce, until the juniors all also didn’t dare to speak or looking at me. Lol... my face is like that de lar when serious… not my fault...
That’s all for now. I don’t know what I am talking about. I just express out my feeling and tell all of you what had happen today…
Thx… duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……

Paiseh..

Oh my God…

I really not sure what I want now, it seems like I already stupor now and speechless also…

After I survive in this college for 2 years and 8 months, really changed me, become more matured and a stronger person…

What I really appreciate and won’t forget is when my patients smile at me and said: “thank you missy / nurse”. So sweet…

I can’t communicate well with young patients, don’t know is shy or what. But when I communicate with older or eldest patients, I will make them laugh and talk --non stop…

The funniest part is, I really forget my patient (an 80 + years old Popo) that still remember me… she still can recognized me because of my mole at my face…
Haha… Geng lar d Popo…

Really paiseh lar that time…

Before the Popo went back home, hehe, as a responsible and caring nurse, I give health education to her and ask her to take care. Nurse like me sweet right?

Paiseh…

SaD Day...................

Today I feel bad n sad, I don’t know why…

Maybe bcz of some1 that make me very trust her, at last end up with disappointed to her in what she had done…

I treat her consider half good friend, because I think I know her well, trust her n she ok with me but I’m not 100% correct…

Haiz…

I really can speechless whole day at room…

Every time I see her, I feel like uncomfortable not like before this, I’ll chit chat with her in our room n watch movie 2gether…

Maybe I need some time to cool down n don think too much in what she had done…

Maybe that’s the only thing I can do and won’t make me feel guilty cause didn’t pay attention and choi her…

Now I know how other people’s feel and I want to take my words back when I give an announcement about her during our last day of semester 5…

I hope she will change n I’ll give her time…

But now I really need to cool down with her 1st…

Sleeping Beauties ...

Today, as usual… Me, my Yang Yang, my Tha Tha n Joo Joo make jokes again at our own sit...

My place is at the 2nd last role n my Yang Yang sit beside me. Tha Tha sits behind me n Joo Joo sit beside her. Last week very sien coz both of them sit at very front place, so this week 4 of us chat n joking non stop at the back.. What lar…

Only left not more than 2 months me n my entire group63 girl stay together in 1 lecture hall, after that we have to work at hospital to do management there. There will no more chance for us to sit together again, having our time together, and learning n chit chatting…

In four of us, me n Joo Joo is the sleeping beauty plus Yoga whose sit beside me... Walau weh... three of us have our own sleeping de pose… it’s an involuntary n is accidently every time we asleep at class de…

Every morning, I’ll reach my lecture room at 7.55am, very punctual, 5 minutes before class. Haha... I will see Yoga (my ex-best friend n sit beside me 1) n will greet her: “good night Yoga”. Same she will reply me good night… Wu liao… 8am sharp is our ‘sleep time’ as usual…

But not every class I asleep 1, I still a good student de leh… Lucky I never fail before in my whole semester. I also can’t believe that I get number 12 in position at class… Can’t believe cant believe…

So here I would like to tell is that for those who always asleep at class didn’t mean that she/he is weak in subject k, I already prove that... Haha…

I’ve been caught 1 time, for the first time… haha, I won’t forget that day and I have to go out wash my face then only come back to class... so embarrassing…

My Yang Yang will wake me up every time I asleep, she will try to pinch my thigh n shake me. I really appreciate n thank her, if not… Haiz…

Its not to say that my tutor’s way of teaching is very sien or boring, but if I don’t like the subject, I will not pay more attention on to that subject, my brain will slowly shut down n restart again…

It’s my fault coz I asleep at class…

Its very rude if asleep at class n show that you r not respect the tutor that teaching at the front, so I already try my best not to asleep at class n I think I’m improving...

Hehe…

Sorry to all the tutors…………………………..

-The Beginning Of My Life-

I can’t imagine that I will have a chance to study in this college n be a nurse...

After my SPM test, my dad wants me to work in one of the factory at my home town,
Kampar. Everyday I work; every week will have morning shift then noon shift n then night shift.
It’s an electronic factory n what I do everyday is the same thing. On that factory, only I am the youngest worker, all of them are middle age ladies worker n foreigner from Vietnam.
When I started work there until I get my salary, I really feel that is very hard to earn money n learned a lesson – don’t waste your money n use it wisely.

At the factory, I learn how to communicate with older people n respect them. I had good relationship with all the people there, include some Vietnam workers. We treat each other like our own sister. N recently I’ve been told that they had sent back to their own country cause the factory already bankrupt.

I started lost my weight after I work there. From 95 kg till 85kg if I’m not mistaken. So I had been work at factory didn’t mean that I stupid or what, is just that my dad want me to know is very hard to earn money n want me to appreciate it.

N I really don’t like if some one said those aunties or worker whose work at factory is no brain, I sure will scold that particular people that look down of those aunties. Ya, some one said that before n I did correct her.

While waiting for my result, my mum busy looks from advertisement at news paper n try to apply some course to me. She let me choose, want to be a teacher or a nurse or continue study in form 6. Teacher? No way… so I choose to be a nurse…

My mum give me paper n pen n ask me to write my details because that time I didn’t have computer in my house.So after I write, she very excited n post it… I really not very bother about it or my future…

After few weeks, I get feedback from 3 nursing college ask me to go for interview. My mum chooses this college, which is the college that I study now… For the second time in my life I go to KL, this time is for the interview. I also didn’t know have to wear formal cloths, I just wear my t-shirt n jeans to go interview. I still remember, they ask me lots of question n my principle say I tomboy cause of the way I dress. N I accept it... haha... After interview only my dad notice n forgets that I should wear formal cloths… haha... What lar…

After 1 week when I working morning shift at factory, my mum suddenly call me n tell me the good news… yeah, I get it…

So my life totally change after I enter this college… still remember, I homesick for 1 months. Every night I call my mum, after that I will cry under my blanket… pity me… its normal what, first time leave my home, my mum, my bro n sis n dad..

When I in semester 1, I had 3 good friends… four of us are different races… all of the people here in this college know about us n jealous about our relationship… this is also the 1st time I had good friends n I really appreciate them… but it also didn’t last long, here, I would like to tell 3 of u that I still treat u as my friend n hope u all will forgive me if I did something wrong before n I still love 3 of u.. I really appreciate our relationship but until now I really don’t know what make us break up n become enemy… But at least now ok already, 3 of us still friends… just normal friends, not more than that...

I don’t have much close friends now, so u all can find me at room only because it’s the only place I will be, not at their room any more. Sad to say n hard to forget the relationship…

Now, i’m happy as a ‘unicell’… no more best friends in my life n my heart… Cry also no use; they won’t be the same person that I know because people will change...