-The Beginning Of My Life-

I can’t imagine that I will have a chance to study in this college n be a nurse...

After my SPM test, my dad wants me to work in one of the factory at my home town,
Kampar. Everyday I work; every week will have morning shift then noon shift n then night shift.
It’s an electronic factory n what I do everyday is the same thing. On that factory, only I am the youngest worker, all of them are middle age ladies worker n foreigner from Vietnam.
When I started work there until I get my salary, I really feel that is very hard to earn money n learned a lesson – don’t waste your money n use it wisely.

At the factory, I learn how to communicate with older people n respect them. I had good relationship with all the people there, include some Vietnam workers. We treat each other like our own sister. N recently I’ve been told that they had sent back to their own country cause the factory already bankrupt.

I started lost my weight after I work there. From 95 kg till 85kg if I’m not mistaken. So I had been work at factory didn’t mean that I stupid or what, is just that my dad want me to know is very hard to earn money n want me to appreciate it.

N I really don’t like if some one said those aunties or worker whose work at factory is no brain, I sure will scold that particular people that look down of those aunties. Ya, some one said that before n I did correct her.

While waiting for my result, my mum busy looks from advertisement at news paper n try to apply some course to me. She let me choose, want to be a teacher or a nurse or continue study in form 6. Teacher? No way… so I choose to be a nurse…

My mum give me paper n pen n ask me to write my details because that time I didn’t have computer in my house.So after I write, she very excited n post it… I really not very bother about it or my future…

After few weeks, I get feedback from 3 nursing college ask me to go for interview. My mum chooses this college, which is the college that I study now… For the second time in my life I go to KL, this time is for the interview. I also didn’t know have to wear formal cloths, I just wear my t-shirt n jeans to go interview. I still remember, they ask me lots of question n my principle say I tomboy cause of the way I dress. N I accept it... haha... After interview only my dad notice n forgets that I should wear formal cloths… haha... What lar…

After 1 week when I working morning shift at factory, my mum suddenly call me n tell me the good news… yeah, I get it…

So my life totally change after I enter this college… still remember, I homesick for 1 months. Every night I call my mum, after that I will cry under my blanket… pity me… its normal what, first time leave my home, my mum, my bro n sis n dad..

When I in semester 1, I had 3 good friends… four of us are different races… all of the people here in this college know about us n jealous about our relationship… this is also the 1st time I had good friends n I really appreciate them… but it also didn’t last long, here, I would like to tell 3 of u that I still treat u as my friend n hope u all will forgive me if I did something wrong before n I still love 3 of u.. I really appreciate our relationship but until now I really don’t know what make us break up n become enemy… But at least now ok already, 3 of us still friends… just normal friends, not more than that...

I don’t have much close friends now, so u all can find me at room only because it’s the only place I will be, not at their room any more. Sad to say n hard to forget the relationship…

Now, i’m happy as a ‘unicell’… no more best friends in my life n my heart… Cry also no use; they won’t be the same person that I know because people will change...